Im watching riverdancing right now, and i can honestly say it is one of the most beautiful things on this earth! <3
i wish my parents put me in that when i was younger aswell as ballet.
I dont even know if there is anywhere that does riverdancing around my area?
i think i may have to teach myself.
On the other hand!
Happy New Year!
theres 8 hours left of 2010 if youre in England.
im normally quite scared of the new year! i dont know why, ive always had a phobia of it.
but this year im trying to make it into a posotive.
one of my 2009/10 newyears resolution was to recover from anorexia and get better once and for all, it was going good, mid way through the year, but august time i relapsed again. and am currently at my lowest weight since i was 13. so that didnt work out as planned.
I havent really thought of resolutions for the new year.
But if i go into inpatient on 4th jan when i have my review then its going to be to gain weight and when i get past 40kg's to never go lower than that when i come out.
if i dont go in, then i suspect things will stay the same. and this year i want to make resolutions that im going to be able to do. i want to succeed this year.
A friend Lyssa wrote this for me... i love her. She's amazing.
i hope you all have a great new year! and dont get too drunk! :)
Love from Kay.Dancer <3