Merry Christmas!

Hello!
sory i havent updated, but i am now! :)
when i wet to A&E they made me stay in over night. because they wouldnt get my blood results until morning, but i ate everything they gave me and my bloods were ok so they let me out the day after :)
i had to eat coco pops wth full fat milk on the night.
they woke me up twice to drink 2 full glasses of full fat milk because my blood sugar was low, then i had toast with butter and a apple. then 1/2 a jacket potato with tuna and full fat milk :(.
i could have cried inside, but i fooled them! hospitals are so easy to fool they have no idea about ed's! if i was in inpatient it would be a different matter though!

i had to go to hospital again monday and ment to go today but the snows bad so ive cancelled. and my councellor said on the phone
"can you not get down at all? i dont know what to do with you now, im going to have a meeting about your weight loss and see what happens from there"
im starting to think if i did go today she would have put me in inpatient. So thankgod of the snow! (i loveyou snow :))
i went to the doctors this morning for bloods and to get weighed.
ive been eating alot more trying to gain abit of weight, i wore my heaviest jeans and retained water and ive still lost a lb!
i dont understand, ive ate LOADS this week, ive been under constant supervision by my parents. how could i lose a lb?
So theres another reason im glad im not going to the ed hospital today.

And well its only 3 more days until the Jolly old fat man comes down our climneys! ;)
So MERRY CHRISTMAS! <3

 

Love you all!
Kay.Dancer<3

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